I never wanted to stay in a relationship because of my child however I wish there's a difference better staying for your Child versus using my child as a fuel to fight for or marriage.
It's a hard pill for me to swallow that I made such a huge mistake that could have a lasting impact on my life.
I was childish, I also hurt someone beyond repair in their eyes which is even worse. It will be hard for him to trust and love me and I did that.
I've gained a lot of perspective and matured a lot through this ordeal. Each day I think about this and ponder my life I realize more and more the missteps I took to push my husband against the wall. I also get it no one wants that feeling in a marriage. It's supposed to be secure, loving, peaceful, and happy.
I hope he gets that I've matured and I would try my best to right my wrongs
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